Just because I'm not with someone new after all this time, that doesn't mean I'm still hung up on you. Just because i share them deep ass sad quotes and stuff that i can relate to so much on social media, doesn't mean I'm trying to show you that I'm still not budging to move. 

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After 3 1/2 years of the relationship we shared, I'm just having a hard time letting in someone new. It's not that i don't want to. Right now, I'm just at that point where I'm learning to love myself more. Teaching myself how to be happy without you or any other man. Because as much as loving, being loved and being in love is wonderful, I've realized that it's more important that you love yourself first. Because at the end of the day, the only person you got is yourself. 

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I'm not gonna lie, it does hurt a little to see you with someone new, being happy with a girl that's not me. Although i still question why you ended things the way you did, it's all merely becoming a thought now so it doesn't mean i wish you bad. You'll always hold a special place in my heart cause you're the only person i loved so much for such a long time and shared so much memories with. 

In all honesty, i wish you nothing but happiness and success in life. Cause I've accepted the fact that not everyone who come across my path is meant to finish the journey with me. So if you are happy with her, then I'm surely happy for you. 

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In fact, let me thank you for leaving me. For letting me love myself and be my own strength. For making me realize that i don't need no man to be happy. For letting me feel spiritually much closer to God cause being alone and heartbroken has taught me to rely on none other than the almighty. 

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So, if you see me, years from now and I'm still by myself, don't think it's because I'm still hung up on you, cause  I'm not. I would still be  loving myself hard enough to not let another man treat me any less than i deserve. And i would still be perfectly happy because that's how i choose to spend my life.

 

To wait for the right person, and save myself from the,

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"Unnecessary

Heartache & Pain..."